When I saw this on pintrest it completely hit close to home. 3 years of my life doing whatever he said, being told what to do, where I can go and how I should live my life, all because I didn't want to lose his love. I couldn't imagine my life without him, I was blind to the destruction he was causing in my life. The first fight we got into I should have left, I should of walked away. Why didn't I walk away you ask, because I was afraid to never have anyone love me like he did. Slowly but surely I start to realize it wasn't love, love isn't angry, love doesn't make you feel sad or like you are cant be anything without them. He always had a shady past and I should of stayed away but I wanted him for so long, and once I finally got him I didn't want to let him go. This blog is going to be my escape. This blog is a release of all the pain that I've been through. I want to help young girls or boys that think just because someone, tells you they will die without you doesn't mean you have to stay. Even if no one ever reads this, it'll still be my escape.

 

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